The falling

it is so funny 

we are lost in the moments

with the person

cherishing their company

indulged in that time

as we are finding it so comforting

as we atlast have find solace

in someone's arms

but in those moments

those tiny little moments

where we find life to be whole

where we find meaning

where we can rest as we are so tired

we are so unaware of the upcoming storm

the destruction that awaits us

the scars that are soon going to be carved

on our skin and deep

on our hearts

we are so naive in those moments

soon we feel the wind caressing our body

wind which carry thorns

it starts to hurt

everything

the intimacy makes it worst

the pain of not being able to live those moments again

the pain to face good-bye when you only wanted hellos

the tiredness what almost got away coming back

its just a mess

a mess with discrete rounds of different sufferings

you lose meaning in things

you try to build yourself up

you break down again

in a single moment, you fall in different ways

from different heights

but still i want to tell you

you'll get up

i want you to not be naive about this

not again

i want you to know

you'll get up until you stand firm

you'll find meaning again that you won't lose

and you'll find solace

where you will conquer this devastation

and attain peace.

-the falling