The Alarm Clock

You're going fine, peace is there and you are so into it. But you dont know that, every minute that is passing is taking you towards a destination which has a painful story attached to it. Soon, the thoughts running in your mind will consist of complains in it that how you were not ready for all this, how much pain you felt and how tired and helpless you feel. Its near, its very near and you're totally unaware of it. Its like the air is quite and something noisy with a large amount of intensity is going to break all this silence which is consistent than most of the students in studies. All this peace is going to take a form of a nightmare, a living one and you're going to get hurt, get hurt bad.

"A Loud Trinn Trinn..." You are slowly drifting, traveling back from the dimension, (visualize that you're moving through the wormhole fast), the loud sound shakes your entire body at cellular level, squeezing your cells, conducting a brief awakening throughout and with an impulse, your eyes wide open, witnessing a great chaos between time and space, you start to feel the pain, the hurt and its intensity is great, but at the same time you feel nothing. Maybe because you're used to it or maybe because you can endure it now, not fully but most of it. You're in trauma for a while which you cant detect or feel then you are ready to get up, and go through all this again the very next day, like it didnt happen ever before and like it happens everyday "man what's new", both at the same time confusing whats the illusion and whats the reality.